I'm entering my final week of school until I can own my summer. Right now I'm sitting awaiting three o clock to write a probably dreadfully boring essay that I spent the last two hours stressing over, it's still a pretty weak argument but it's something. I think of what I was doing last semester at this time...freaking out over a guy and possibilities that aren't ever possibilities but minor infatuations. I do feel older, college, life, experiences have done that for me and I feel some distain for some of the choices that I've made but not any major regrets, depending on the day though. Where do you measure regrets and what exactly does it mean? Hahah, I have no idea.
I'm clinging to my swing and snow cone but can see that sunny horizon of my future so near by. I can taste the future and the promise of a lovely summer. I'll surely be blogging more around that time, with so many friends coming home and plans to be made.
So far Brianne and Jenette and I want to do these things:
- Be ambitious
- Have a garden
- Sleep under the stars
- Have crazy campfires
- Find a puppy
- Go to the fields more
- Find a puppy
- Fall in love..
I'm of course kidding about the last part but you know it never hurts to laugh about it. I think that everyone should have a fantastic reason to wake up in the morning whether it be a nice morning run, a drive, the promise of a good song on the radio- never underestimate the power of a good song on the radio.
I wish you a balmy amazing summer filled with adventures and the rush of youth that I don't think you ever lose. Something always makes you feel youthful. Not that I would know just yet, but I'll get there eventually.
